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hmmm..
this is going to be a long long post..
during the exam period..
i was observing the people around me..
haha..
and i realise..
those girls..
who always complain they haven finish studying..
actually has the time..
to dress up..
put on mascara,
eyeliner,
foundation,
blusher,
draw their eyebrow,
lip gloss ,
eye shadow..
and do their hair...
hmmm.. how much time would that take?
haha.. it could have been the time to read through another chapter..
besides the freaking paper only 2 hours..
need to wear till so nice anot..
and the rich kids in sch..
when they get off their parents car and slam the door..
they got the rich kid de seh lor..
so funny..

okies..
back to my dream..
just one night..
i dreamt about almost all of my friends lor..
hmmm..
thinking back..
huiting, vanessa ng and dm, jw, des, wilson, eddie, keith..
they are the ones who accompanied me through my secondary school
and made sure smile is always on my face..
and they had never failed to make my day..
=)
then, slowly..
gotta know..
cy, ym, yao, yang, alvin, dao de, gou, qiao e and bao lei..
tiffany and i had spent most of our sec 4 days with them..
and they are very impt friends of mine!
hee..
coz we spent alot of time slacking around together..
lol...
after tiff and i graduate from secondary..
we went to oriental to work..
and we met alot of pple..
hmmm..
first of all..
andy who is my mentor on the first day..
haha..
den wq, song quan, darrel and jessin, benson..
and we almost spent everyday together..
ahaha...
the others whom i got to know poh, pei wen bai etc etc etc etc..
and the list can go on till dunno how many page..
haha..
girls.. u all know who u all are..
work.. den off day go cash voucher..
den when jessin and tiff left the group..
mei fang and veron came and join the group...
hee..
coz benson and song la!
and liling came too..
on days that we are on off..
we would go watch movie and eat dinner..
den play pool and arcade..
the guys can really spend the whole night there de lor..
and i just sleep at the arcade most of the times..
lol..
pool!!
haha..
i got win them all at least once before..
haha...
coz i happen to get lucky one day..
heee...
when wq and i broke up.. the group sort of broke up too..
like..
its no longer like last time..
haiz.. and alot of things happen..
den.. wad about my sec sch friends?
coz i was too caught up in my money making process..
i went out lesser and lesser with them..
and we sort of drift apart too..

haiz..
i really feel very ke xi..
the friends i cherish..
hmmm... if only i got a time machine to bring me back..
hee..

and i still believe pple can have alot of close friends..
coz even though u have met new friends and got close with them
does not mean u have to stop being close to the other group..
eventually.. they are still ur friends..
and though the decrease in contact with each other
when problem arises
u know they are the ones who will be there for u..
hee..
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i think everything is a misunderstanding..
due to people thinking differently
so...
hmmm...
i not asking anyone to believe me..
as long as i didnt do it..
even if no one believe..
as long as i know i didnt..
can le..
besides..
if he had really loved me so much as per u..
he would not treated me like how he did..
yes.. he has his good points..
he say he will change..
and i wanna give him a chance to change..
u ask him urself..
did he?
no.. he didnt until i mention a break up..
he just reminds me of myself when wq broke up with me..
i wanted to change..
but i was not given a chance..
in the next relationship..
i tried to change..
and i see my old self in him..
and i know how it feels when no one wants to give u a chance..
but..
for how long..
he had not realise it..
i is really cannot take it anymore..
and i really took a lot of time to consider..
the people whom i seek advice from..
i'm sure they know i did put in alot of thought..
but anyway..
it doesnt matter..