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haha..
i just realise..
i haven been blogging for almost 2 weeks now..
haha..
i think i just got too caught up in the charmed madness..
haha.. i finished season 2 and is going into season 3..

this is a busy busy week..
haha.. going out with keith, edd, jh, wilson and tiff tmr..
again.. haha..
coz we promised to meet up more often.. lol..
celebrating yao's bdae on sat
and rotting with them on sun i think.. haha..

went shopping with tiffany ytd..
and we've got great harvest!!!
haha..
we could go further..
but we stopped ourselves coz we are going genting..
and we need to save some $ for it..
hee...
our harvest is a cheap t-shirt, a pair of shorts and a pair of shoes..
hee..
it has really been a long time since we bought something for ourselves..
this year..
we are spending SO SO SO much on our friends' 21st bdae pressie..
and we neglected ourselves..
haha.. poor thing right..
lol...

anyway.. back to today's post..
hmmm..
sometimes..
i feel like there is like an angel and a devil within me..
and mind you..
i dun think they are on very good terms u know..
haha..
coz based on the fact that..
i can feel them quarreling every now and den..
its like..
every single thing..
i have 2 opinions about it..
one good and one bad..
an example..
that day after i cut my fringe and wanted to head home..
i thought of buying the shishedo shampoo before going home..
den this happened..
angel: dun buy first.. there is still shampoo at home..
devil: come on, the shampoo is not available ANYWHERE..
angel: but you are going to be broke this week! coz you are not working..
devil: aiya, u still gotta buy it sooner or later de lor.. might as well buy now..
angel: think about the money problem u are going to have....
devil: just buy la..
angel: you can always get it another time..
devil: ya right! when u are out shopping and u wanna carry 2 heavy bottles with u?!
angel: u can come out another time to get it..
devil: take a bus down specially to buy and go back?
angel: it can be sorted out.. no probs about that..
devil: dun waste time.. might as well buy now coz u are going home anyway..
haha.. and can u imagine the struggle in me..
i was walking in and out the store so many times..
and walked to the bus stop and head back again.. lol..
but the devil win anyway.. coz i bought it..
i didnt wanna come back specially just to get a shampoo and head home..
haha.. coz i know i wont..
lol.. this is just one example of a simple incident..
it gets even worse when i have to make decisions..
and that's why sometimes i just cant make decisions..
and when they decide to go on a holiday..
lol..
they both go together..
and i ended dunno-ing everything..
coz either my mind is full of them quarreling
and make me cant make up my mind..
or empty..
and dunnno wad i am thinking about..
haha..
wad in the world man..
-the end-