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*ying ying
*born on 12th August

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*reading
*sleeping
*slacking
*talking
*MONEY

*backstabbers
*being broke
*hate all the hates

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*IPOD TOUCH
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in the process of knowing someone..
did u forget about the other one..
one whom u have already known already..

i feel forgotten most of the times..
i feel so small and insignificant..
even with friends whom i've regarded as my closest..
sometimes..
i dun even feel like i exist when she is around..
but i really love her so much..
that i dun mind that..
i want them to treat her really good..
i cant even bring myself to be jealous of her..
even if i'll feel left out or wad so ever..
coz it may just be due to me and my paranoid disease..
and the feeling of being inferior..
but..
just that..
sometimes..
i feel so lonely..
i am not alone.. but i just feel so alone..
the more crowded the place is..
the more lonely i feel..
maybe that is why i dun like to stay at home..
the loneliness seems to be eating me up inside..
haiz...
why am i paranoid..
maybe i am just too bo liao le..

haha! i dun wanna comb my hair!!!
haha..
coz its like when u got fever..
and u comb ur hair..
it feels like all the hair is going to drop..
haha!!
though i say my fever recover le..
but!
dunno why still feel this..
why i recover so fast!!
how i wish i can be so sick..
that i have to lie on the bed for days and days and days..
and not having to think about anything..
haha..